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Muse of Lughnasadh

Mythology & History of Lughnasadh:

Lughnasadh is the celebration of the Mother as she readies to birth her nature for humankind. It is the feast of the fruits and flowers, calling on the elements of water and earth to honor the wells and the mountains; the first harvest and the transition of Summer into Fall. Here we honor both gods and goddesses in celebration of the shadow and the light, the mysteries, the warmth of the Sun and the cool cycles of the Moon.

As the Wheel of the Year turns upward from the South into the West, we meet Lugh (lookgh) a highly skilled immortal who eventually, after many trials, comes back to live at Tara, hill of kings. Born of the Tuatha De Danann (tuaoa die danan), a tribe known as the gods of humanity, he makes his way home after years of fosterage and helps his people wrestle Ireland from the rule of the Fomoraig (Fomorians), the gods of chaos and wild nature.

Lugh is a god of light, and nasadh is the binding promise he made to his foster mother, Tailtiu, Queen of the Fir Bolg tribe that preceded even the Tuatha De Danann. As the Queen lay dying of exhaustion from clearing the whole of Ireland for agriculture, Lughnasadh, was born as her funereal festival.

More than just an acknowledgment of a mother passing into the otherworld, Lughnasadh is symbolic of the agreement between all living beings and our planet, an honoring of the last sheath of grain, woven through corn husks in the image of woman. These corn dollies were the effigies and receptacles for all woes and shadow states of the tribe that were absorbed and held throughout the year by women. These energies were finally purged at Lughnasadh into the corn dolls during their making, then burned to transmute the energy, using the dross to fertilize new ground for Spring planting.

Feasting on the harvest; singing and dancing to celebrate hand-fasting; competitive games for the men to prove their physical prowess was equal to that of Lugh; the long arms of heat from bonfires that lit up the night sky, symbolizing the powerful light of the Sun in Lugh, and the torches carried only by goddesses who’d been into the underworld and back again. This is the festival of victory–the brilliant light against the powers of darkness–as the Wheel turns once more into the West.

Maker of the seasons and birth mother of the Wheel, Demeter is a Greek triple goddess; mother to Persephone, daughter of Hecate. As the goddess of grain she offers the food of life to humans. She is the goddess of all seasons, giving us birth in the Spring, life in the Summer and death in the Fall; then she gives us an opportunity for rebirth again after meeting our shadows in the lonely months of Winter.

Invoking the Gods and the Goddesses of Lughnasadh:

Three faces of the goddess, three phases of the moon, Demeter, as creatrix of the seasons, you personify the birth, the love and the death. You are the mother who rescues herself as the daughter Persephone when she drinks the inter-dimensional brew. Meeting grandmother Hecate in the shadowy darkness of her own underworld, you become sage and expansive in a place where until now, only Hades has flourished.
While stumbling about in the dark, your angry stick stirs the cauldron of remembering. Drop by drop– because mother courage effortlessly drags the lost maiden from her cowering place under the blight of the crone–the essential brew of life dribbles onto stone. It transforms youth into maturity and love to a Queen’s reign.

Steamy and sizzling, the ground cracks wide open under your feet. As rock disintegrates into dust, you fall and your fearful, thunderous rage ignites chaotic static in the air. It fills the sky with bolts of light, surprisingly and safely guiding you through the expanding crevasse into a gateway.

Though you tumble and bounce, still trying to fly, your eyes are flashing and keen. You scan, searching for the edges of a veil that exists for you no more. Now living in the world of humans, you acquiesce and merge. You are the perfect blend of ingredients for the life residing within you as you carry the eternal torch of those who’ve travelled inward and downward, emerging alive and integrated. In your essence, you remain a Queen.

You are the triple goddess; all things come from you, you are all things. Demeter you turn the wheel; you created and now you control the seasons. You are the midwife for sister Ceres, to whom Ker is born, the babe and the first stalk of grain. From this comes the first loaf, the first bread and the first taste of the body, enlightened.

We call on you Demeter, to guide us to see the abundance of your cycles, and to touch the gratitude in our souls. We ask for your blessings on our inner food at harvest time, on the bubbling elixirs for transformation and growth. Mother, may we perfect the tilling of our soil, plant our seeds on fertile ground; may we please you and may you always be here to remove in us what does not belong to you.

Journey through Lughnasadh in Gratitude:

Find a comfortable seat, close your eyes, put your feet on the floor and breathe into the bottom of your feet, gently calling it into your legs and pelvis. Let the breath pool in the pelvic floor, filling it up with air and then releasing it on the exhale.

Now feel the Earth energy moving up from its core into your feet chakras as you inhale, into the bubbling springs of life, moving through your legs into your Root Chakra and back down into the Earth.

Witness the Earth energy carving and defining its channels, streaming from the bottom of your feet, through your legs, passing the ankle, knee and hip joints; through the Root Chakra and into the Earth again.

Observe and notice how the Earth energy clears stagnant energy from your lower body, taking all things foreign or past-time as it moves out and back into the center of the Earth.

As you exhale, send the unwanted energy down deep into the Mother with great gratitude. She will transmute your dross to gold, giving birth to new and blessed forms, the fruits of your essence. Continue to offer her your dried and dead stalks, slashing and burning, fertilizing and making room for new seedlings of growth.

Breathe in and breathe out, sending gratitude for each cycle of nourishing inspiration and the die-off with expiration.

The information here has been compiled from various personal experiences as well as teachings and information from Kathy Jones’ book “Priestess of Avalon, Priestess of the Goddess,” Mara Freeman’s book, “Kindling the Celtic Spirit,” and Frank MacEowen’s book, “The Celtic Way of Seeing.”

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Empowering Options

Several years ago I heard an amazing story about a woman who was diagnosed with emphysema many years before. She was fairly young at the time, a blossoming spiritual teacher soon to become one of the most famous and powerful women in the alternative realm of innovative thinkers. She brought us new platforms about the brain, oneness and human potential.

Instead of succumbing to her diagnosis (this information is not first hand as I’ve never met this woman, yet it was passed to me by one of her students), she recognized the potential for complete healing with the simple act of changing her mind. In my own words, a simplistic view might look something like this:

Because we are all linked through a spiritual web or network and the human body is essentially the same no matter who we are, we all have the same potential and capacity on physiological, spiritual and emotional levels. In other words, we could easily become diseased, choosing to believe that we have no option for recovery and heath, if for example we are diagnosed with lung cancer. Since almost all patients with that particular disease die within six months, we slate ourselves for demise at the hand of this aggressive illness and those who hold the illusion of powerlessness in place. That’s the negative side of oneness and belief.

And yet, how often do we believe or even know the possibility exists to change our neural network, becoming someone else, possibly a person who has perfectly healthy lungs? Why is it we aren’t attuned to our ability to create a new network that matches someone who is completely healthy?

This woman found the way, and she figured out how to show thousands of students the way too. Over a period of time, she changed her thinking and soon became well, completely devoid of the diagnosed illness. My friend told me that she went in for a check up one day back then and there was no more emphysema. What is it about people like this, and there are many cases of spontaneous healing that have nothing at all to do with alternative medicines and remedies, that makes them different from most of us who succumb to our pains and dis-ease each day?

People who stay stuck say in an emotion for a lifetime, a grief pattern, abusive or passive aggressive states of being, even those who hold onto congenital physical issues, may not know they can get out of the dungeon. Maybe they just want to be entitled to something. If they do know, it may mean moving past a seriously addictive pattern, one that has nipped at their heels their whole life. And it’s just too much work to change it, or changing it creates discomfort because it’s different. It’s easier to stay stuck in the pain we already know. Besides, it takes focus, concentration, maybe even real time and total commitment to change a habit or pattern and most people would rather make their way to the same local pub every night. Somehow it just feels safer.

And it is a lot safer in some senses, especially if you have no motivation to live longer, to evolve and change the world, or if you aren’t aware of the bigger picture and the Universal web of connection. It’s safer because there is no risk when there is no goal, no intention or desire for change on any level. That’s why some people have the first penny they ever earned, why some people live in the same neighborhood their whole lives, eat the same food over and over again, hold the same job for 30 years, never trying anything different. They believe in a false sense of security and it’s very safe in there, much like being inside the womb before birth. Even when it can no longer sustain the person they’ve become, even though it’s painful, boring, degraded and diseased, that container is still safer for them. And they lie rotting, from the inside out, within that lifestyle.

When “we” decide, breaking out of prison is a courageous first step. Then, while we run away from our lifelong guards who chase us tirelessly knowing every step we might take, we are exhilarated, sustained and encouraged by the rush of new brain and body chemicals, forging forth along our new path toward our new destination. Something in all this drives us to get there; once we are out of our cages, we want to see the edge of the world. We run, crazy like a dog off it’s leash.

It’s the next choice, the one that compels us to either jump off that edge or retreat, that is the critical moment. Once we jump, we’ve dropped our old patterns and have yet to install the new ones. Here is where the self imposed real danger lurks; here we find ourselves inside the void with no definition, nothing to hang on to, falling and disoriented. This edge is where we addicts are compelled to run back home because the thought of hanging in limbo inside some dark and unknown cavern is so incredibly disquieting. Our mind tells us we’d be crazy to jump and we run back to our cages.

Some say it takes 21 days to change a habit, whether mental, emotional or physical. Some say 40 days. Choose something. The time is now. The Universe is supporting you to go beyond your known boundaries into the world of alternative health on all levels and well-beingness.

When your body says, “I’m tired and I can’t go any further;” or “this has to be the wrong direction otherwise I wouldn’t feel so afraid;” or when you feel anxious and short of breath; it’s often best to keep moving because the ego will herd you homeward at all costs. As you move through the bracken of time, which in some moments will appear to be standing painfully still, just remember, it’s all in your mind. Don’t believe everything you think, making new thoughts instead!

Do you really believe the woman who moved from emphysema into a new healthier neighborhood believed all those cellular voices screaming at her to “go back or you’ll die?”

Re-cognition

Several weeks ago, way back when I was writing regularly, I announced that I was ready to redefine myself. Rather than believing the outer reflections of my own projected sense of self–intensity, edginess, anger and rage–I wanted to rediscover and redefine myself. This new identity centers itself around receptivity and balance, heart and soul, compassion and truth.

I’ve been deep in the mines these last couple weeks, digging for diamonds, finding a lot of coal and body pain. I’ve been on the edge of panic, breathing from the shallows, feeling the tension in my bone marrow. At times I didn’t have the strength to climb out and began to believe this was truly my reality, forever. I saw the light up there on the surface and somehow believed it was unreachable, maybe just another illusion.

Much like Marion Cotillard’s character in “Inception,” I became lost in myself, not knowing what was real, or if anything was real. And since I announced my trek, the old reality has seduced me back. I haven’t yet sustained a full day in which I am not effected by my preconceptions. I haven’t learned to laugh and observe; that in itself, pisses me off!

Just a heads up here, this new platform, so to speak, will never mean “nicey, nice.” It will never mean that I suppress my expressions either, not those about me, nor those about how I see things. In fact, I may just speak out even more frequently! And I may just tell you a thing or two!

Scary, eh?!

Really though, my intention is to reflect my true self, that soul vibration resonating deeper than nice, deeper than mean, deeper than confrontation and deeper than any shadow work I’ve ever done. It’s a refinement of character.

I have evolved from a place of cowering, into a long life of destructive warriorship, and then when I tired of that realizing I was spinning in a rage-filled circle, I found my courage, a way to stand-up for myself and what I believe to be my inner truth without killing my opponent. This state still needs a bit of work at times, yet I feel ready to explore and embrace the place where I can just be myself, using no energy to stand here, right here.

This could mean a few things: 1) that I uncover my inner pixie (as my friend Bill says); 2) it could mean that like Neo I will learn that there is no spoon; or, 3) that I will simply recognize myself as the heartfelt and compassionate person that I already am and begin to project that into the outer world.

I also intend to stop taking the arrows of rage from out there; those arrows have allowed me to stay angry at the world…see I told you so!

We all have doubts about ourselves and these doubts often create strong beliefs and alternate realities, realities that prove to us just how !*%#?!!-up we are; realities that prove our judgments are correct. And although these so-called reflections are sometimes right and true, and we really do need to look into those still pools, they are also just fields of energy we create, hover within, follow around, long for, are addicted and attracted to most of our lives…until we wake up!

Even more courageous than standing up, I am making the trek into another self-definition, that of allowing. I will hang out in a different morphogenic field. I will evoke what already exists inside me, making my own field of gentle discernment and un-conditionality. I will walk the fine lines between encouragement and confrontation, niceness and compassion. And before I’m there as a regular resident, I will most definitely stumble and fall. I may even crawl to the finish line like a marathon runner who’s hit the wall yet finds a fountain of inner strength to go the distance.

Awakening and setting intentions are the easy part. Some say the largest percentage of the work is in the awareness and desire to shift. That may be true, yet the steepest, most breathless part of the climb is sustaining the new information long enough to replace the old.

In honor of this personal transition, I’ve accepted a 30-day blog challenge to post at least 5 days a week throughout the month of August. Synchronistically, according to the Mayan calendar, we entered a cycle of 50 portal and mystic column days on July 23rd. This annual event indicates a time when the veils into the otherworld are lifted. If we choose to enter this expanded reality, we are guided to experience our inter-dimensionality, to walk with a foot in both worlds, to find answers, clear away the dross and resonate more soundly with our soul’s purpose. In honor of the ancient Mayan rhythms, the portal and mystic column days, I will also journey at least 5 days each week, writing from this place in the otherworld.

Stay tuned!

Hope

“He who lives on hope dies fasting,’” Ben Franklin, published in Poor Richards Almanac 1758.

Quickening the Rhythms of Change: Hope & Intention

And here are the newsletter sidebars for July.

Musings & Meditations:

“There are no happier people on this planet than those who decide that they want something, define what they want, get hold of the feeling of it even before it’s manifestation, and then joyously watch the unfolding, as piece by piece, it begins to unfold. That’s the feeling of your hands in the clay.” Abraham

Awareness & Alchemy:

Sit for a moment, eyes closed, breathing deeply through your nasal passages into the center of your head, allowing the breath to clear your Third Eye. Relax, be still, ground your body. Create an intention for yourself aligned with your soul purpose; be simple. Imagine a beautiful rose or lotus flower in front of you. Hold that vision, allowing your intention to move from your soul through the ethers into your flower. Envision a beam of golden light connecting Heaven and Earth through your intentional flower. Admire it for a while, knowing you can create everything. Send your vision out into the core of the Universe where it will manifest and come back to you.

You can also listen to similar meditations in our new Sacred Space podcasts on Grounding, Center of Head, Breathing and more.

Enlightenments & Education:

Opening to Spirit I: Exploring Ceremony, Healing & Intuition; Opening to Spirit II: Balancing Sun & Moon, Fire & Water. These online courses, complete with audio accompaniment, will guide you with restorative yoga poses, breath, visualization and creative assignments toward your own self-mastery. $69 for each 6-session course. Please visit our online courses at Heart of the Mystic.

Keystones & Kingpins:

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Conservation Concerns:

Take Action. Hope No More! We can save between 7-12 trees per ton of paper by purchasing recycled materials. It takes 24 trees to manufacture one ton of non-recycled printing and writing material, giving you more reason to buy fewer paper products and when you do, make sure they are recycled. For more paper and tree facts please visit Conserve a Tree.